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Dead in the Living Room

by Ghost Guest

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1.
I lied twice the day we met you don't know where I have been on the edge of genuine won't open up or let you in you don't know where I have been you don't know where I have been on the edge of genuine on the edge of innocence you don't know where I have been you don't know where I have been you don't know where I have been you don't know, you don't well i am young but i'm not dumb and i'm not used to love i'm probably not what you was thinkin of you been goin way too fast for me to answer what you ask now you been gone it never lasts you don't know where I have been you don't know where I have been you don't know where I have been you don't know, you don't
2.
Knuckles 03:47
I broke my knuckles on the pavement Cause my knees just gave out on me It might be just as well That the road met my skin before you called out to me and I never act out of anger But some of the things you said, I would have rather had put holes through the wall again Than cripple my own head Just like the leaves in autumn- I am burning from the outside in- i am, i am, i am You are the humming In my head- You are the static in the gaps i am, i am, i am Just like the leaves in autumn- I am burning from the outside in- i am, i am, i am
3.
Palms 03:43
Well I've been gone for so long I've been gone for so long All but the bristle of your beard has washed from my palms Well I've been gone for so long I've been gone for so long I'm quick to set myself on fire when I think I am wrong Don't try to tell me what it means to be a good friend As you stand on the side and watch over again I see you there, I see you there I see you there, I see you there Well I've been gone for so long I've been gone for so long She says her fingertips fit between my rib bones Well I've been gone for so long I've been gone for so long As she measures mountain tops in between them So show me where you think home is You pointed down the street, but I felt it in your hands I see you there, I see you there Cause I've lived and died in so many ways you will never understand But that's alright, yeah that's alright
4.
You’re the image they spit out From your head to your toes you know you’ve got his nose Got his nose Kid nursing salivary glands Surgical fear, it took them years To splice you up and sew you back again You’ve got your mom’s eyes, and your dad’s jawline You know you stole it, when you were born You’ve got your mom’s lies, your dad’s incline They gave’em to you, now you’re torn Your body won’t accept the transplant Rejected organs left stagnant, new blood grows New blood grows Conjoined veins strangle your throat Cut the cord or put a voice behind those words You’ve got your mom’s eyes, and your dad’s jawline You know you stole it, when you were born You’ve got your mom’s lies, your dad’s incline They gave’em to you, now you’re torn There’s no image, and I’m not spitting But these articles and follicles, they know My bones have grown so big and strong I guess I drank my milk They’ve been stronger than yours all along I’ve got my mom’s eyes, and my dad’s jawline You know I stole’em, when I was born I’ve got my mom’s lies, my dad’s incline They gave’em to me, now I’m torn I’m not spitting I’m not spitting I’m not spitting, anymore You’ve been spitting You’ve been spitting You’ve been spitting, all along
5.
I used to write a lot about the people I used to love But I don't love no one anymore And I don't know how to love you and not be scared Because I'm not sure such things exist anymore But if I could- I'm sure I'd tell you I’d kiss every notch in your spine if the shivers that it sent kept your chin up all the time I’d kiss every notch in your spine if the shivers that it sent kept your chin up all the time Id kiss every notch in your spine I really regret what happened in newark On jon's roof I saw the blood spill from your lips And I didn't know what to do I want to tell you I love you But I don't know if I do I'm scared of making promises I'm not sure I can keep Sometimes I just don't have the right words to say- Sometimes I just don't have the right words to say And I never want to see your eyes turn grey Sometimes I just don't have the right words to say And I never want to see your eyes turn grey I’d kiss every notch in your spine if the shivers that it sent kept your chin up all the time I’d kiss every notch in your spine if the shivers that it sent kept your chin up all the time Sometimes I just don't have the right words to say And I never want to see your eyes turn grey I’d kiss every notch in your spine
6.
well the candles are making scents as I remember the few nights we spent together and the cameras are finally catching them the games they tend to play with our lives maybe I just needed some support you never looked me in the eyes your invisibility, disguised but skin dictates, don‘t delegitimize sadness, stress, and limited time I can't even walk outside at night I know I cried, but why would you lie and sever all ties i'll never hear you walk over never a morning kiss goodbye my fist was subtly glossed over you never looked me in the eyes i'll ride your bike across the boardwalk i'll bang the door, you're sleep on the couch i'll believe when you say we can talk surprise on the stairs, a kiss on the mouth
7.
Albuquerque 04:11
[I was born facing the mountains, and I haven't looked back But now I'm standing in the ocean, ocean I've got my old name back] [I haven't felt this warm outside in a long time Albuquerque sun I can't look at the skyline Five days ago I was in your car feelin' fine feelin' fine] [I fell between the branches, branches I fell with good intentions, tensions] [I haven't wanted to be alive in a long time, All of those scars still so fresh in my mind] But I can tell that you felt the impact, I can see right through what you lack I can see right through what you lack
8.
Prisons 04:49
Last fall you noticed something weird it was already there but you acted like it magically appeared i stopped hanging out started hanging in my room you didn't even ask, you just assumed I'm clearly not who you think I am everyone but you seems to understand but you keep banging your head against the wall look at you you're such a good friend you're such a good friend you told me I need some help are you trying to help, or are you just helping yourself you told me i need to relax maybe i just like building prisons, and i never felt trapped (x3) maybe i just like building prisons and you're the one who should relax I'm clearly not who you think I am everyone but you seems to understand but you keep banging your head against the wall look at you you're such a good friend you're such a good friend

about

Just days before our final show, we turned a Worcester house into an analog recording studio, and acoustically live recorded eight tracks, some old, some brand new. We recorded late into the nights, and early into the mornings and produced what we feel is a sense of home amongst everything we have done. Home as in, we are here, together. Home, as in we have built a house with these sounds, and we feel it's embrace in this living room. Home, as in, whatever we think may be missing, we are still here- filling in the gaps. and this is what that sounds like.

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released June 10, 2017

Vocal, Guitar: Caitlin
Vocals, Tambourine: Heru
Guitar, Bass, Vocals: Jake
Bass, Slide Guitar: Alex
Drums, Shaker, Vocals: Scott

Live recorded, reel to reel
Engineered, recorded, mixed and mastered by Jon Elfers.
Front cover drawn by Heru, back cover drawn by Jake

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