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by Ghost Guest

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1.
Tangled in winters veins You ran away, you ran away These bare trees look like The splinters in my skin I searched for a long while In your eyes in your smile Say those words to me I promise I'm ready this time Your cowardice It never seemed to faulter You were just a boy Looking for the man You won't find it Breaking down like you did Your cowardice It never seemed to faulter You were just a boy Looking for the man You won't find it Breaking down like you did I've been grinding my teeth since that one time at her apartment My gums were bleeding I was shaking- cold sweats But I wasn't dreaming So I guess it's all worth it I wasn't dreaming So I guess it's all worth it I wasn't dreaming So I guess it's all worth it I wasn't dreaming oh, I wasn't dreaming Your cowardice It never seemed to faulter You were just a boy Looking for the man You won't find it Breaking down like you did
2.
The last time I saw her was just like the others. Leaned in for a kiss baby dropped off the grid, eyes gone crazy She had a boyfriend and didn't want to say it New boys but in love with the same girl She's been on repeat for a while now I never needed her anyways but those first loves, oh they have their days, they have their days. The last time I saw him Just around Christmas. Leaned in for a last kiss I admit I felt nothing, oh Says he's been falling I couldn't catch him I hope you see the mountains And grow into the shoes you stand in I never needed him anyways But those deep loves, oh they have their days, they have their days Your name resides familiar words on my tongue Sometimes bitter But you've brought that upon yourself I am someone, someone else now I am someone someone else I am someone outside of this I am someone outside of you and everything we've created I am someone someone else I am someone someone else I am someone outside of this I am someone outside of you and everything we've created
3.
I spent the summer drinking but didn't fall off the deep end I spent the fall choking- the earth between my toes began to tease again they tell me this is growing old but i don't believe them they tell me this is how it goes but i don't foresee it i filled my lungs with just enough not to run again but as the winter winds came through, you faded and i was gone again they tell me this is growing old but i don't believe them they tell me this is how it goes but i don't foresee it this year has been one for falling out of love family, lovers, and friends where have you gone they tell me this is growing old but i don't believe them they tell me this is how it goes but i don't foresee it i called peter pan last night but he didn't recognize- i guess I've done some growing up I'm not the kid that i once was i'm not the kid, I'm not the kid, I'm not the kid that i once was, oh no
4.
I built the fire but she lit up I looked her dead in the eye and asked do you believe in love? She said no, not so much these days and i said why she said, nobody stays oh nobody stays nobody stays anymore I love the way that your eyes hold won't you tell me all the things that I'll never know oh, won't you stay? she said no, I've got a thunder in my soul like you've never known a thunder in my soul like you've never known my knees are weak but my heart strong she looked me dead in the eye and asked 'do you believe in love' i said 'no, not so much these days' she said 'why' i said 'nobody stays oh, nobody stays... nobody stays anymore'
5.
There are no givens, except what we're give by the ones who came before us But the left us a puzzle, Late birthday wrapping, thick paper, paper cuts We are creatures of a culture we create But we are still inflicted with our contextual birthplace This problem's generations old, Hand-me-down psychology Perfectly the puzzle pieces fit between My mom and me Late birthday wrapping, thick paper, paper cuts What they couldn't figure, they have left for us You are me, I'm not you Suffering, still burns through Hand-me-down pain Hand-me-down pain
6.
I was born on a tuesday I took two huge gasps of air this world is mine for the taking once i figure out, once I figure out how I am starting to lose feeling we never quite grew out of ourselves we're still kids, we're still kids promise you this we're still kids i swear underneath all of it we'll sit and reminisce talk about the old days pretending to be grown up all the time when the truth is we're twenty something and still threatening to run away when there's nothing and no one holding us here in the first place i fell in love on a thursday i've held my breath ever since this heart is yours for the taking tell me if you ever end up finding it i am starting to lose feeling we never quite grew out of ourselves we're still kids, we're still kids i promise you this we're still kids i swear underneath all of it
7.
Do you still hurt? Because sometimes I let my guard down I know it’s just a habit I need to break down But when you give someone years and let them fill the blanks it’s shattering when they pull away I set my ribs on the table and my fingertips are touching my palms now I brought all that I could, but these are things we carry with us now You left me to draw my own conclusions despite my infatuation, you were as transparent as they came You know how I feel about assumptions I wish you could of told me face to face Because now you’re written down in my history as the lover who had shaky knees I set my ribs on the table and my fingertips are touching my palms now I set my ribs on the table and my fingertips are touching my palms now I brought all that I could, but these are things we carry with us now
8.
Choke (demo) 04:42
You're so voiceless you grab the headliners and spit them out- you like the sound but you're so empty under that body, don't tell me you feel heavy.   Don't you know we see right through your dense words? Keep talking. (Sounds of the voiceless) I'm hearing myself say, I’ve heard this a thousand times before. Someday’s all I've got is a voice in the back of my throat but I won't choke. I won’t- Won't you wake up and feel something you know you don't have to be a ghost anymore Are you a guest in your own ghost life with your packed bag and fear of impact. You can only fear what you've seen before, so fight your demons, don't give them hope. At the end of the day all that matters is are you dead or are you sleeping? Won't you wake up and feel something Someday’s all I've got is a voice in the back of my throat but I won't choke. I won’t- Won't you wake up and feel something you know you don't have to be a ghost anymore Won't you wake up and feel something you know you don't have to be a ghost anymore
9.
Well it’s been two years since the end of high school So why Am I Still Mad At my gym teacher? And home isn’t really home, Because all we do is get drunk At Matt’s house, and piss on lawns at 3am And I’m sorry Cesar, For getting you kicked out of your house, The first day I came back You’re not out of control, I was the one, Who wanted to drink on your roof But there are dandelions everywhere, Because so many people, are scared There are dandelions everywhere, Because so many people are unaware That there Are places other than Baldwin And no one here realizes, that there’s a whole world out there Directly east is for the rich, and west, for the heartless And no one here realizes, that they’re 30-year-old kids Growing up is not making money, or having responsibility But developing, working on your flaws And changing Like humans are supposed to do But I guess, Long Islanders Aren’t really human And there are dandelions everywhere, Because so many people, are scared There are dandelions everywhere, Because so many people are unaware That there Are locations that aren’t Long Island

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released March 17, 2014

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